garden

you know the feeling

when there's this burning in your heart

and this soreness in your thighs?

when you feel these vines growing out of your throat?

when it grows and spreads and rips you apart?

when you realize you were the seed,

the cause of this massive freak?

but you know it's too late,

it's full grown and all it's gonna do

is make you again just to rip you to pieces.

a loop.

life and death.

i can't stop this.

i watered this garden myself.